# Into the Fold, Episode 3: ‘It just kind of snowballed’ transcript *Voiceover* You’re listening to a 3CR podcast, recorded in a 3CR Community Radio studio in Melbourne, Australia. If you like what you hear, please consider donating or subscribing, so we can keep bringing you more independent community content. For more information, go to 3cr.org.au (Music: Enne R ‘Masquerade’) *Kermie Breydon* Hello and welcome to Into the Fold! This is a show made on Kulin Country, through 3CR, and broadcast on the Community Radio Network. We acknowledge all Traditional Owners whose air we are waving. And to the Elders —  special little shimmy of the fingers here for you —  nah, we really do pay our respects. We’re gonna be meditating on how relationships with radio shift. All our guests from this series are returning, to invite you a little deeper into their personal worlds. My name is Kermie Breydon. It took me decades to get into community radio. Doors shut in the face. And honestly, once I’d made it in? Some things got more brutal. But, for those of us with disability who are also harbouring a yen for doing more, the Community Media Training Organisation runs a program that I thought might help affirm that fundamental vocational credibility. Actually I reckon sitting in as a student taught me the most about teaching, And how it feels to inhabit a space free from cynicism. It’s been profoundly healing. Like a lot of us, Tash Brake, of 3MDR, adores music, especially the stuff from the seventies. She developed a disability, kept on loving music, and got on with life. Now we’ve her got on here. Welcome back Tash! What was it that drew you to radio? *Natasha Brake* Well. It’s funny, because I never thought I would do radio. So I’ve always listened to the radio, right from when I was really little. Like, growing up as a kid, in the seventies ⸺ *Kermie Breydon* Mmhm. *Natasha Brake* ⸺ I had a little battery‐operated radio, you know, a little... bit bigger than a transistor radio, and that would put me to sleep every night. And so I’ve always had the radio, I’ve always loved the radio. I’d never really thought I could do radio, because, you know, in some ways, it’s like this mythical, magical world. Like, this world of D.Js and musicians. Like these must be all very cool people, very talented people. But then, yeah, look, at one of my very first jobs when I was back in my twenties, I was working at Vision Australia and there was a guy, one of my colleagues, who was also vision‐impaired, and he did radio. And he’d done it ever since he was a teenager in a country town. He had a radio show at P.B.S. and I just thought, “How cool is that!” And then sometimes he would actually, like, bring in C.Ds that artists had sent him, and said, “Oh, there’s too many of them! Can you just listen to these and tell me which ones I should play?” *Kermie Breydon* Ha! *Natasha Brake* So that was pretty cool. I was like, “Wow!” You know? “I actually get to pick the music to go on the radio.” And then it kind of just sat there for ages. And then I was kind of, in the last sort of five years, maybe not quite so happy in my job and I was just looking at other opportunities. And I’d worked in the disability sector, so I was getting lots of, you know, emails of what was going on. And I saw this program, this Audio Ability program. And I was like, “What! I’ve got a disability! I love the radio! I wonder if I should do it?” *Kermie Breydon* Perfect! *Natasha Brake* And I’m so glad I did. So, yeah, so, it was kind of like always sitting there dormant. It was never something I thought I would do. *Kermie Breydon* Yep. *Natasha Brake* But now that I do, honestly, it is my happy place. Yeah. *Kermie Breydon* It sounds like you’ve come an awfully long way. You’ve learnt all this stuff, both during the Audio Ability course and the way you’ve developed your show over the time that you’ve been doing all of this stuff. Is there anything that you wish you’d learnt earlier on? *Natasha Brake* Oh, so many things. I mean, confidence is such a big thing. I had no confidence. And especially, like, when you are, sort of, learning and there’s so many different things and a panel —  there’s so many buttons and sliders —  and then you’ve got your computer as well and another keyboard and oh my goodness... So I think it’s really just understanding that there are gonna be hiccoughs and not panic. Which is so much easier said than done. But, yeah. And have really good support. And I did. I had very good support. I never felt like I was just left on my own in an unfixable situation. So yeah, I think it’s really just being kind to yourself, really. And just taking on what you can, when you can. And having those good supports in place. *Kermie Breydon* Yeah, I agree. That’s definitely the key, hey? *Natasha Brake* Yeah. Yep. *Kermie Breydon* Thanks mate. So, Tash Brake fills the hills to the east of Birrarung‐ga Melbourne with seventies sounds every Wednesday through Out of Sight on 3MDR. If you’re in the area, that’s 97.1 F.M. Otherwise, fire up the Community Radio Plus app or go 3mdr.com Now, let’s scooch forward in time. We’ll take a song dreamt up in the late seventies and released by Divinyls around the start of the 1980s. I don’t know how she would have put it herself, but I regard their frontwoman Chrissy Amphlett as crip kin. Around the same time as I was trying to make sense of signs of my own neurological impairment, she found out she had multiple sclerosis, in the early 2000s. Which complicated treatment of her breast cancer later in the decade. In 2025, Novocastrian hardcore punk rock band Boudicca backed their single ‘Serpentine’ with a cover of a Divinyls classic, selling it as a cancer fundraiser in Amphlett’s memory. Let’s check it out. From Awabakal and Worimi Country, here is Boudicca’s take on ‘Boys In Town’. (Music: Boudicca ‘Boys In Town’) *Voiceover* You’re listening to radical radio, 3CR. *Kermie Breydon* You’re listening to Into the Fold, on the Community Radio Network. We’re finding out ways that radio lives take shape. And I’m wondering how the Audio Ability training sits in the life of recent mentee Madonna. Welcome back. Were you involved in media before you began your mentorship? *Madonna Brady* Yeah, I’ve done a women in the community radio training: ‘Women on the Edge’. And I worked as a volunteer on 4ZZZ in Brisbane. But, that show that I was on was called ‘Only Human’. It’s on a Sunday. Starts at twelve o’clock. I got people to come into the station to be interviewed. Mostly people talking about their life with Parkinson’s and how they’ve adapted. An Indigenous friend called Uncle Tiger Singh, he would come on quite regularly, and I think he’ll be on my show when it gets developed. Radio is just so personal, really, isn’t it? *Kermie Breydon* Yeah. *Madonna Brady* I don’t think there’s anything else like it. You can learn so much from people. Cause everyone’s got a story. *Kermie Breydon* Absolutely. I like your attitude and... There’s a kind of vibe that feels really ⸺ *Madonna Brady* Aw, that’s kind, Kermie, thank you. *Kermie Breydon* ⸺ really cosy and nice. *Madonna Brady* Aw yeah. I am cosy and I’m quite cute as well. I have curly hair. See that’s the thing. Since I had a brain operation last year... Or, no, in 2024. *Kermie Breydon* Oh? *Madonna Brady* And they shaved all my hair off. *Kermie Breydon* Mmm? *Madonna Brady* And so when it’s grown back, it’s quite dark, and there’s little bits of grey so everyone goes, “Oh, have you coloured your hair?” and I go, “No, I haven’t, no.” *Kermie Breydon* Well it’s a very elaborate way of recolouring your hair. *Madonna Brady* It is, isn’t it? *Kermie Breydon* Yes. *Madonna Brady* Yeah. Yeah no, it was about a four‐hour operation, and it’s called D.B.S. Deep Brain Stimulation. It’s like a pacemaker, that is put in your chest. And that’s the neuromodulator. There are cords that go into your brain and then down through your neck. You know, when you’re getting your hair grown back, like, that’s what people see. But they don’t know the big picture. The brain operation is pretty full‐on and scary. *Kermie Breydon* Yeah. *Madonna Brady* They wake you up while you’re having the operation, so they know if, you know, they’ve targetted the right spot. Your dexterity could be compromised or it could be just the same or better. I wanted to make sure that the things that I thought were important, [???] I was still able to do. Like embroidery and sewing and... I would say it’s been a big success. *Kermie Breydon* Oh great. *Madonna Brady* Cause my family remembers what it was like before, and they just can’t believe how good I am now. *Kermie Breydon* Oh I’m really happy for you⸺ *Madonna Brady* Because it was getting desperate, you know, like I was having a lot of medication ⸺ *Kermie Breydon* Mmhm. *Madonna Brady* ⸺ and it wasn’t really working. Yeah. I still get really stiff and it’s hard to get around sometimes, but I’m trying my best and picking up new things, like, I’m learning how to play the piano. *Kermie Breydon* Oh lovely. *Madonna Brady* It’s quite an interesting concept of how I’m learning to play, because my teacher, you know, he’s very perceptive; he understands what’s going on, you know, when I look at the keys. And you don’t really even have to look at the keys ⸺ *Kermie Breydon* Mm. *Madonna Brady* ⸺ because once you’ve practiced your scales and you get to know where they are... With repetition and... I’m learning how to play, yeah, different songs every month. *Kermie Breydon* Oh nice! *Madonna Brady* ‘Close to You’ by The Carpenters. And the first one I was starting with, last year, is ‘Ode to Joy’ by Beethoven. But not the whole thing and not two‐handed, sometimes. Breaking it down to be easily learnt chunks. *Kermie Breydon* Yeah, well that sounds really sensible. And what, like, what a, what a great, diverse repertoire. *Madonna Brady* And I’ve learnt how to play ‘Happy Birthday’ and ‘For She’s a Jolly Good Fellow’. A few cute ones like that. *Kermie Breydon* I’ll have to hire you for my next party. *Madonna Brady* Oh I’m not that good, I tell you. But I can tell some funny jokes. Yeah no, it’s fun. *Kermie Breydon* Gosh! Where are you at now, sort of at the end of the Audio Ability course? *Madonna Brady* Because I’ve got that Facebook group I run, I know a lot of people who are living with Parkinson’s. *Kermie Breydon* Yeah, you’d make a great producer ⸺ *Madonna Brady* Yeah. *Kermie Breydon* ⸺ for that, with all your contacts. *Madonna Brady* Yeah, I’ve got a heap of contacts and people are really keen to... Oh sorry. That’s a medication alarm. *Kermie Breydon* Do you need to⸺? *Madonna Brady* People are keen to be involved and share, you know? Their lived experience. *Kermie Breydon* Mm. Glad you’re giving them that opportunity. That’s really good. *Madonna Brady* I feel very fortunate to be doing a course like this and meeting, you know, great people, like yourself, you know, as well as people from all over Australia. *Kermie Breydon* Aw bless you. Do you need to do anything with that alarm? *Madonna Brady* Yeah, I just need to have some medication. *Kermie Breydon* Alright, well I might let you go, then, but ⸺ *Madonna Brady* Yes, thank you. *Kermie Breydon* That’s alright. *Madonna Brady* Yeah it’s been lovely chatting to you, Kermie. *Kermie Breydon* Thank you, it’s been lovely talking to you. Keep an ear out for Madonna in the future. More perspectives in a mo. *Collage of song, poetry and speech* Six years I’ve been in the desert... Beyond the Bars is 3CR’s annual prison project, giving voice to our Aboriginal and Torres Strait Islander inmates, right across Victoria. It’s good to be here, because Aboriginal radio, and you don’t really get to do this, much. Brings us all together. Time, You'll get your time To take that first step Out that front door To freedom beyond these walls Make sure... And I just want to say thank you to all of yous, for giving us the opportunity to speak on air. ...The bigger the reason The bigger the calling Make your commitment and watch things unfold... And you can listen to audio from this year’s broadcasts and previous years’, as well, online at any time. Just go to 3cr.org.au/beyondthebars ...My island home My island home is waiting for me... But I, also while I’m here, I’d like to say thank you for you all for coming, helping, giving us a chance to do this. It’s really good, you know; it’s been going for a while, now. Hopefully it goes... it keeps going. You know? Like, it’s good that we can do this and get our voice out there, as prisoners. ...can’t blame everything on the external So let’s stop looking for it in the hands of the persecutor Because real power comes from here And it comes from family If you would like us to post you a free C.D. contact the station on (03) 9419 8377 My island home is waiting for me... *Voiceover* You’re listening to a 3CR podcast. 3CR is an independent community radio station, based in Melbourne, Australia. We need your financial support to keep going. Go to www.3cr.org.au for more information and to donate online. Now stay tuned to hear the rest of your 3CR podcast. (Music: Nancy Bates ‘For Your Love’) *Kermie Breydon* There’s such a warmth and strength to Nancy Bates’ music, isn’t there? I first heard her really upbeat country stuff. Even that brought to mind Tracy Chapman. And indeed Nancy Bates has well and truly studied Chapman's work, is a great admirer of her —  as really comes through in that song, ‘For Your Love’. Nancy Bates, too, inhabits music as an avenue for activism. She worked under the wing of Uncle Archie Roach for a while and I think that comes through as well. She’s done a lot of work teaching music to incarcerated people and as a proudly Barkindji woman has advocated strongly for disabled Mob. We heard in previous episodes, about some of the ways Paul Price is improving lives in his orbit. I’m gonna bring him back. Hey. *Paul Price* Yep. *Kermie Breydon* So you’re equipping your mentees really, really well, by the sounds of it. What’s in it for you, doing this mentoring? *Paul Price* I want to give mentees the chance to experience some of what I’ve experienced over the twenty‐odd years that I’ve been involved in community radio. *Kermie Breydon* Mmhm. *Paul Price* You get to meet a lot of different people. You get to listen to a lot of programming which is very interesting, different types of magazines that we produce, newspapers that we read. I enjoy a lot of the content. I enjoy the camaraderie. And I enjoy being able to produce a finished product, in my station. But I also want to pass on that experience and show mentees that, if that’s what you want to do, there’s very little stopping you. If the right processes and if the right modifications are put in place ⸺ *Kermie Breydon* Mm. *Paul Price* ⸺ then, as a blind person, or someone with low vision, you can participate just as easily as somebody with full sight. *Kermie Breydon* Yeah no, that’s a, that’s a beautiful attitude and spirit that you bring to it. I think that you’re making a huge difference, and it’s brilliant. What got you into community radio, in the first place? *Paul Price* I was studying an I.T. degree at university. *Kermie Breydon* Mmhm. *Paul Price* Taken me about ten years to do it, with lack of textbooks in Braille and audio, et cetera, as it was back in the nineties. *Kermie Breydon* Oh I bet. *Paul Price* And a friend of mine I went to school with said to me, “What are you doing after uni?” I said, “Well I haven’t got a job or anything, yet.” And he said to me, “Do you want to come in and learn about community radio and learn about how to produce programs.” And I said, “Yeah, I’ll do that.” So I started in May 1999, just as a producer. Was never going to go on air. And then somebody was late for their shift. So they said to me, “You’re going to have to go on air, because we’ve got no‐one else. Just press this button, and make sure your levels are okay. Say, ‘You’re tuned to 4RPH. We’re crossing to the B.B.C.’” And they said, “That’s all you’ve got to do.” *Kermie Breydon* Right. *Paul Price* The person actually did turn up. But it then gave me an interest to investigate what it would be like to go on air. *Kermie Breydon* Yeah, yeah. *Paul Price* So I did all the training and started on air and then I moved into board work. I’ve been manager of the station, for a while. Vice‐President of what is now Disability Media Australia and it used to be R.P.H. Australia. *Kermie Breydon* Mmhm, mmhm. *Paul Price* And I’ve done just about everything there is to do in the station. *Kermie Breydon* Wow. *Kermie Breydon* Have you had mentor figures of your own, anywhere along the way? *Paul Price* Yes, I have. One of my best mentors was a station manager that was hired in 2017. And I appreciate the work that he did, because he realised my skills and he listened to my advice. I was basically second‐in‐charge without the pay packet. *Kermie Breydon* Right. *Paul Price* Anything that he wanted to do, he would run by me. I helped him set up the studio. We were upgrading from no scheduling software, no, or a basic playout software, but no scheduling. *Kermie Breydon* Yep, yep. *Paul Price* And then we upgraded the whole station with playout software and new panels, networking… And because I’ve got no usable vision, I made it, with his permission, to be accessible for anyone with no usable vision using a screen‐reader. *Kermie Breydon* Brilliant. *Paul Price* I still appreciate the time that he took to mentor me at every level, but also the… I guess the faith in me that I knew what I was doing ⸺ *Kermie Breydon* Yep. *Paul Price* ⸺ and the fact that he listened to me over the four years that he was there. *Kermie Breydon* That’s great. I’m glad you had such a positive kind of empowering experience of that. And sounds like you got absolutely stacks done. So, where can we hear your handiwork? *Paul Price* I produce this program on Sunday night. It’s called The Golden Days of Radio. *Kermie Breydon* Ooh. *Paul Price* From forties, fifties. But I started this program, and replaced somebody who had left the station. *Kermie Breydon* Mmhm. *Paul Price* And my manager at the time said, “You’re doing it.” I said, “Well, I don’t really know what, how to do this!” He said, “Well, you produce it every week. So you do know how to do it. ⸺ *Kermie Breydon* Yeah. *Paul Price* ⸺ So have a go.” So I did. *Kermie Breydon* Good on you. *Paul Price* And I’ve been going since, yeah roughly 2019, maybe before. We run every Sunday night. On Reading Radio in Brisbane. We’re 1296 on the A.M. dial, but we’re also on digital radio, for those of you who are in Brisbane. *Kermie Breydon* Mmhm. *Paul Price* We are on the Community Radio app and a number of other streaming platforms around the country. *Kermie Breydon* Brilliant. *Paul Price* Cool. *Kermie Breydon* Alright. Take care of yourself. *Paul Price* You too. Thank you. *Kermie Breydon* Thank you. Catch you round, bye. We’ve been touching base throughout this series with the Audio Ability Project Manager. Gemma Purves, welcome back! *Gemma Purves* Thanks so much for having me again. *Kermie Breydon* Oh, thrilled. I’d really like to hear about your own personal experience of broadcasting. *Gemma Purves* Ooh. When I was a baby —  literally a baby in a bassinet —  my dad worked at the A.B.C. And so he would take me in with him and he would sit me in a producer’s studio, and leave me under a desk, because it was soundproof and nobody could hear me scream. *Kermie Breydon* Amazing. *Gemma Purves* But more recently, I had been living overseas. Yeah, I got called back to Australia cause my dad was sick, um, and so I came back to care for him, in his final months. You know, I loved spending time with my dad, but also I’m not someone who does well with not having something to do. I’ve always loved radio, and despite my childhood, I’d never actually done radio. And a local community radio station had a call-out and I was like, “Yeah! That sounds like fun.” I started hanging out there once a week. Was like, “Your admin systems are terrible. Let me just sort this out and make it all tidy and more efficient.” And then they were like “You’ve got some really great ideas. You know, like, you’re writing these articles for our website...” I started doing a weekly segment, called ’Access All Areas’. And it just kind of snowballed. From there I started doing my own show, and then I started working as a T.V. news producer. Since then I’ve worked across print, digital, T.V. and radio. *Kermie Breydon* You mentioned previously, you’re autistic, right? *Gemma Purves* Yes. Autistic and A.D.H.D. *Kermie Breydon* Ah-ha. *Gemma Purves* The double whammy. *Kermie Breydon* How has that informed how you go about what you do now in your work with the Community Media Training Organisation? *Gemma Purves* I got diagnosed during covid, as so many people did. Being locked inside your own home apparently really brought some stuff to the fore. It made me realise, I guess, why, when I was working in commercial broadcasting, I definitely stuck out like a sore thumb, there. I even struggled working with public broadcasters. Like there’s... There aren’t many hills I will die on, but this is kind of the hill I will die on: is that community radio is about creating space for voices that aren’t heard on national media. Covid decimated local news. And I know that there are a number of independent news organisations that have stepped in to try and fill that gap and I have so much respect for them, but community radio, to my mind, it’s even more important that we exist now. What I love about working with Audio Ability, is to actually support people to have their voice. I mean, it’s kind of selfish, cause it benefits me. I want to hear people who have a different lived experience to me. I don’t want to live in a bubble. Audio Ability, helps burst the bubble, in a sense, and create a wider network, a wider⸺ a range of opinions and voices. I don’t have to agree with you, to value what you say. *Kermie Breydon* Yeah. Yeah. To recap, then, who can join in, in bursting the bubble through Audio Ability? *Gemma Purves* We don’t want to be too prescriptive around the term “disability”, because I know that there are people and there are communities that there’s a stigma around the word “disability”. Anyone who identifies as having a physical aspect, a mental aspect, a disability or, you know, significant health issues, or support needs is eligible to put their name down. We have the forms that people fill in if they’re interested in being a mentor, which we pay, obviously. Really important for us that we pay people for the value that their lived experience creates. And for the students... Yeah, anyone who’s interested can send through their information, and me or one of my team will suss out if we’re going to be able to make it happen. *Kermie Breydon* So, how do we get in contact? *Gemma Purves* You can email us; we’ve got a shared email address which is just audioability@cmto.org.au Or you can go to the C.M.T.O. website, which is cmto.org.au and there’s information there with the dates and schedule and so on. *Kermie Breydon* Perfect. Thank you, Gemma. Really appreciate you⸺ *Gemma Purves* Thanks so much for h⸺ Oh, thank you for giving me the opportunity. *Kermie Breydon* No worries. That was Gemma Purves, the Project Manager of Audio Ability, from the Community Media Training Organisation. Big thanks to all our guests Tash, Madonna, Paul and Gemma; and to my other two C.M.T.O. insiders Sarah Bailey and Ellie Violet; to Beth Tracey of the C.B.A.A.; to the folks at 3CR including —  but not limited to —  Innez Tulloch, Michaela Stubbs, Tilde Joy and Madison Moffat; and most especially to Nat Grant as my producer and mentor throughout this project. This series was produced by 3CR on Kulin lands, and broadcast on the Community Radio Network on the Country of many nations, with additional recording by Gemma Purves in Eora Sydney. Our intro music came from a jazz ensemble headed up by Tarndanya‐based composer Enne R. Today it was a piece called ‘Masquerade’. This one now is ‘Emerald Flashes’ by Collectif: Arc‐en‐Ciel, who are another neurodiverse group from Tarndanya. The Collectif play with chromæsthesia —  perceiving sound as colour —  on Kaurna Yerta. Thanks for listening. I’ve been Kermie Breydon. I’m gonna love you and leave you, but...! Stay tuned, plenty more community radio coming your way on your local community station and in the Community Radio Plus app. And, if you know anyone who you reckon would love to give this stuff a whirl, please, point ’em at our podcast: on 3cr.org.au/radicalradio Maybe it’s you! In which case, I look forward to catching you round. (Music: Collectif: Arc-en-Ciel ‘Emerald Flashes’) *Voiceover* You’ve been listening to a 3CR podcast, produced in the studios of independent community radio station 3CR in Melbourne, Australia. For more information, go to all the Ws dot 3cr.org.au